A Mother’s Thought

With all that is going on in this crazy world, I fear for my children. They are young but wise enough to understand why I fear for them. When I put them on the bus in the morning, I fear that this could be the last time that I see them but I trust and know that it’s not.

At times I think, maybe if I keep them close and never leave my sight then, they will be ok. In the same thought, I tell myself that I can’t keep them sheltered. I have to allow them to experience life the same way that I did. But then the fear of something happening to them takes control of me.

With all that’s going on in this crazy world, it’s hard to be a mother to boys when you don’t know what’s going to happen when they walk out that door. I just trust that everything that they’ve been taught will help them make the best decisions they can possibly make.

With all that’s going on in this crazy world, I pray that I’m raising them right.

Just My Thought

Sometimes we go through things in life not knowing. Not knowing how we’re going to survive. Not knowing how we’re going to make it. Not knowing what to expect or not to expect. Some how we do manage to make it through.

We have a plan for ourselves but the Higher power has a different one. We think that we can go straight from A then to B; however, the Higher power throws in some twists and turns just as we are going from A to B.

Eleven years ago I had a plan for myself. There were a few hiccups but I managed to go from A to Z. Well actually more like from A to M. Once I got to M things took a turn. I’m not going to say for the better or for the worst. Things just took a turn. It was at this point I felt as though the Higher power stepped in with a plan that was supposed to go with my plan. I sat there many days shaking my head, asking my self “why” and how” as I tried to figure it out.

I can happily say that I’ve finally figured it out; however, I’m working out a few kinks but it’s all good.  It’s still a learning process but at this point I’m good with that…..

Just a morning thought 🙂