It’s funny how there is chemistry and then there isn’t any chemistry between two people. Ever wonder why that is? The way I see it, two people either share a common interest in one thing or a common interest in a variety of things. Then you have people who have nothing in common.

What makes people fall for each other? Is it that common interest or is it something else? Who really knows the answer to that? Ever met someone and knew that person is who you wanted to be with? Would you say that you wanted to be with that person because of the common interest? Could it be that you had the same exact feeling when you met your first love (if that first love is gone)? That feeling being a warm feeling, or do you find yourself thinking about that person day in and day out? The best is when you think about this person during a long day that seems as if it is never going to end. A smile automatically appears on your face, and all of a sudden your day is over. When it comes down to it the feeling is just unexplainable.

Did you ever think that it could be lust? But if you haven’t had sex, how could you say that it is lust? But if you have had sex it could be lust and for others it could really be love. Who knows or does anybody even care? What are you to do in a situation like that? Do you say to the other person, “Hey even though I don’t know you like that, I think that you and I can have something good, but first we must build a solid foundation so that if something goes wrong we can work it out together. And, no matter what, we still stay friends and know that we did give it a try?” Or do you say, “Let’s just have sex with no strings attached?” No matter what, either way you go the outcome may be the one you don’t want to hear or end up regretting.

Why is it so hard to tell another person how you feel about them? Why can’t you just say how you feel at that exact moment when you are asked? Why do you have to take longer than a minute?

How does, and when does, a woman/man know he/she is in love and is being loved? Will he/she ever be true to his/her feelings and admit that he/she is in love and is being loved? When does he/she know that he/she doesn’t want to let “the one” go? But yet why is he/she capable of cheating on “the one?” There are some men/women out there who will be faithful, and then you have others who just have to run up in everything.

Ladies and gentlemen, will you ever be TRUE to your feelings?


Remember back in elementary school when asking someone out was very simple. Not even asking the person but finding out how they felt about you. All you had to do was write a note, asking that person if they liked you and to circle the answer. Now as we get older it seems as if it gets difficult. Why does it get difficult? Because you never know if the person likes you, the oral, or the sex. We all know that people can say the damnedest things at a time when it feels good. But how many people mean what they say and say what they mean? I say what I mean and I mean what I say. But do you?
Are you one of those people who say what they think sounds right at that particular moment? You know those are the ones who lose out in the end! What do I mean by that? They say all the right things at the wrong moment and whomever they’re saying it to doesn’t believe it because they know that they shouldn’t. Would you believe me if I told you that I cared about you when the feeling was oh – so – good?! I wouldn’t! Then after it was all said and done that person was the one who was going to love them right, but they blew it because of the moment they knew that’s what wanted to be heard. That person was going to be the one who was going to give them the world by any means necessary. Crazy, but you never would have thought that, right!
Then you realize that you should have been true to that person. You shoulda said what you meant and meant what you said. It gets real crazy sometimes. Don’t think because the feeling is right that you have to say something good just to get more of what you are getting. Say what’s in your heart, and everything will come right! So if you say it at the right time, it’s more believable then that person stays in your corner. If you say it at the wrong time, then that person walks and you’re left kicking yourself in the ass.
If you say what you really mean to say it’s more believable, if you say what wants to be heard, if the other person is smart then he/she walks.


One of my favorite rappers is Jay-Z and Regrets is my absolute favorite song of his. I just go into a zone when I hear this song. No matter when I hear or just want to play it, I zone all the way out. My favorite part of the song is when he’s talking to a friend but in all actuality he was talking to his friend’s spirit. I sometimes find my self thinking about my brother who passed away and I get lost in my thought and it feels as if he’s right next me and we are talking to each other. That’s deep.

The moral of the song is about getting to the top and what we do in order to get there. So the main thing he is rapping about is living with regrets. We know that what we are doing is wrong and we will regret it and it’s something that we have to learn to live with.

My question: Why do something when we know that we are going to regret it?

My opinion: I think that we do what we do and are aware of the consequences because it is a learning experience. Everything that we do we learn from – whether it is good or bad. There is something that is being taught to us. It is up to the individual to get something out of it. Me, personally, I have no regrets. I’ve made bad choices but, at the same time, learned more about myself. I learned what I can and cannot handle. I also learned what my needs and wants are when it comes to myself. I don’t regret going through and/or doing what I did. Some people do have regrets and there are others that don’t have any regrets.

My question to you, do you have any regrets?

Hey 2018

Hey 2018,

How you doing? It’s so nice to meet you. But,um looka here, this year I’m going to try something different. Instead of making resolutions and you not following up just to see where and how I’m doing, I’m going to just take action. We both know that WE don’t know what YOU have in store for ME but I know what I have in store for my self. So I’ma just need for you to sit back and relax and let me, help you be fantastic for me. Your friend 2017, was alright but could have been better. She threw me a few curve balls that I was able to dodge and others well, I was able to get up and dust my self off. So what you not gonna do is throw me a pitch that is going to take me out of my game.

Like I said, sit back, relax and let me help you be fantastic for me. Every now and then I know we are going to have a few meetings just to check up and talk about our progress. We will exchange notes, and work on whatever needs to be worked on. Mmmkay?

Again, nice to meet you and let’s get started.

Your new friend,

Got Me Hooked

The day I saw you,
I could have sworn that I saw you before.
Day in, day out I tried to remember.
I just kept coming up blank.
We became friends, then it
developed into something more.
Could you be the one for me?
Could I be the one for you?
Physically, Mentally, Sexually, Spiritually and Emotionally
You got me hooked.
I’m feelin’ you in more ways than one.
Do you feel me the way that I feel you?
Hope so cause,


Only time will tell when
you will be mine
And once you are mine everything
will be fine.
I had a dream that we
were walking hand in hand
The only thing that could be heard was our song that
was being played by the orchestra band.

Only time will tell when
I will be yours
Once I’m yours then everything will be ours.
I had a dream that you
made passionate love to me.
After you were done I felt
stress and worry free.

Only time will tell when
we will be one
Once you’re mine and I am yours,
together as one you & I.
But for now,
Only time will tell.


Is it true that age ain’t nothing
but a number?
Never in my life thus far,
have I come across a shining star.
Young in age but yet mature
in the heart,
What a wonderful piece of art.
It’s been 2 years in passing
and I can’t help but to
ask myself what if?
What if I would have said yes,
would I have been blessed?
What if I would have given
you the chance?
Would I have given anyone
a second glance?
Its kinda funny to think
what would it have been like
if you were my honey?
Sometimes I wonder what it
would it be like to laugh, cry or
just be in your arms?
Maybe 2 years ago I made
a mistake.
But is it true that
good things come to those who
So my question to you again,
Is it true that age ain’t nothing but
a number?