Dance 4 You

As soon as I hear Beyonce say, I just wanna…..my hips begin to move. I close my eyes and roll my neck. I open my eyes and there you magically appear. Seated in a chair. Drink in one hand, cigar in the other. I can feel your eyes on me.

As I move my hips and roll my body to the music, I see your body shifting in the seat. Elbows resting on your lap and the cigar smoke cloud floats around you. I move closer and closer to you….

🎶🎶I just wanna dance for you, I just wanna dance for you….lemme put my body on your body promise not to tell nobody ’cause it’s about to go down🎶🎶🎶…

As you put your drink and cigar down, you move to the edge of your seat. Our eyes lock. I roll my hips as I move closer to you.

As I get to you, I push you back in the seat, straddle you, roll and gyrate my hips on you. Our eyes still locked.

🎶🎶A woman in the street and freak in the you know what, sit back sit back it’s the pregame show, Daddy you know what’s up🎶🎶🎶🎶

You pick me up, my arms wrapped around your neck and legs around your waist…we kiss. You carry me to the bed and spread my legs apart. You passionately kiss my lower lips as if you’re kissing me. 🎶🎶🎶I be rockin on my babe rockin’ rockin’ on my babe, Swirlin’ on you babe swirlin’ swirlin on you babe🎶🎶🎶 My hips and your lips and tongue move together. Then you kiss me one last time, before you enter.

You pump me slow then begin to move to the music as you flip over, I take the lead and I begin 🎶🎶🎶Pop poppin this thing back, Drop drop drop droppin this thing back🎶🎶🎶

I’m dancin on you as you’re following my lead our bodies become one. I go down as you go up, I go up as you go down. Our movements, so in sync. Then, I rock my solo performance…

🎶🎶🎶I be rockin’ on my babe rockin’ rockin’ on my babe, Swirlin’ on my babe swirlin’ swirlin’ on you babe🎶🎶🎶🎶

As she sings, I softly kiss you on your lips and run my finger tip across them as I whisper in your ear, boy look into my eyes while Im grindin on you, this is beyond sex, I’m high on you….

And one last time,

🎶🎶🎶I be rockin on my babe rockin’ rockin’ on my babe, Swirlin on you babe swirlin’ swirlin’ on you babe🎶🎶🎶

As the song comes to an end, I close my eyes, take a deep breath before I open them. They open, it’s just me and the empty chair. Damn!

How I Unblock Writer’s Block


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Just like many writers I often I experience writer’s block. I get these moments where I can’t write then there are moments when I start to write and can’t stop. I hear Diddy in my head sayin “Can’t stop, won’t stop!”

I get so many ideas in my head and I just want to write away but the writing ideas are for different things. It’s like I suffer from a writer’s form of ADD.  When that happens I start a notebook for each idea so that when I sit down again I can just pick up that notebook and just let it flow. Then there are times when I just draw a blank. What do I do then?

At first, I’d just walk away and do something else.  Then it came to me. Recently I’ve learned that if I close my eyes and take a deep breath, I’ll fall asleep..lol Seriously when I do that, it helps me clear my mind. One of the two things happen:  1. I write about the first thought that comes to mind or 2. I’ll text someone and there will be something in that conversation that will stick out and I’ll write about that. Strange but for me, that works.  And from there I get the juices flowing and get carried away into writing and then when I feel as if I’m done for now…..I realize that, I’ve only gotten up to use the bathroom and for snacks. I’ve also switched from one channel to the next channel for my Law&Order: SVU marathon(which means it is now Sunday) and it means that the next day is Monday and I have to prepare for my work day. What a way to spend the weekend right?! Yes my background music is Law&Order…..

But anywho how do you unblock writer’s block?