Soul Suicide

My mind starts to wander,
as my heart begins to wonder.
My eyes which were once full of
life are now dead.
The windows to my soul
are now closed.
It hurts to smile and that’s
something I haven’t done in
a while.
My relaxed body is now agitated.
My thoughts that were once full
are now empty.
All of the emotions I used to feel
are no longer there.
Slowly my soul is dying
what I used to believe
is no longer my belief.
It’s like I’m walking around
like a zombie.
Nothing seems to make sense anymore.
my soul has just committed