Again

There’s not a day
that doesn’t go by
when I don’t wonder why.
Why do I do the things I do.
Then there’s the thought
of taking on anew.
I start to think that all
my actions
are worth the while,
yet I need to go that extra
mile.
My actions have a reason,
although they change from season
to season.
I tend to feel like I’m moving
in one crazy motion
and don’t have any real
notion.
Then comes that “day”
when things just don’t go my way.
And that’s when it starts
all over Again.