He said to think about the last time we were together to help me go to sleep.
I haven’t stopped thinking about the last time we were together.
You could have fooled me, was his reply.
I thought, does he want to know that my heart started beating fast when he knocked on the door and didn’t go back to it’s normal beat until he left.
Does he want to hear how I told myself to keep calm, so I smiled so hard and nonstop on the inside?
Does he want to know that I was in my own world when my head was on his chest and my body tingled on the inside I he gently touched me.
I asked myself did he really need to know?
Did he need to know that I wanted him to sleep inside of me but I think that would have been a bit much especially me since Im not a cuddler. But with him, I don’t mind.🤷🏽♀️
Does he want to know that the sheets weren’t changed because his scent was still there?
Did he want to know that I held the pillow tight because the scent of him was lingering?
Does he care to know that I slept in his spot because in my mind he was still there and my head was on his chest and I was inhaling and dreaming of him.