I’m Caught

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I’m caught between,

being a friend and being a lover

I’m caught between,

loving too much and not loving at all.

I’m caught between,

wanting to make love and just wanting sex.

I’m caught between,

caring and not caring at all.

I’m caught between,

wanting to stay and walking away.

I’m caught between,

good and evil.

I’m caught between,

wanting more and wanting nothing at all.

I’m caught between,

these conflicting emotions.

 

I’ve Chosen

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I’ve chosen lust over love
And now Im search for a love that’s real.
I’ve chosen perfect over imperfect
And now I want someone to want me
for my imperfections.
I’ve chosen to settle
And now Im learning to demand more
I’ve chosen everything that has been wrong for me
To only find myself wanting all that’s right for me.